♥ Unspoken Wish ♥

◎ Will you grant my wish? ◎

Woot~ It's been a while since I last blogged!

Hmm.. What to update when I'm slacking right now.. Have been applying for all I can but still, no calls yet.


Now, I DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL. I didn't received ANY calls at all! WHY? I've been wondering. Is it my cover letter or my resume went wrong? Or is it just because I don't have experience? Hey come on, I'm a FRESH GRADUATE! For God's sake, where do I get all these needed experiences when I'm not given a single chance in the first place?!


Just hope I can get one soon, it's going to be July. Having spent one month holiday-ing and one month slacking while hunting job, it's enough for me. Will other people feel so tired of slacking like I do? Probably it's just me?


Enough of that... well I have decided to add a new section to my blog - wishes. It's just to remind me of what I need to do and achieve.

Recently, have been thinking...

Reconsidering.....

Had a girls talk session with Kim, makes me reconsider further......

What if.......

Could it be......

Will it be......

Told me that he was a bit lonely there. So I thought of calling him to accompany him.

Afternoon call is fine, he said.


And the next day, I even messaged him to tell him I'm calling in about 10 mins later.


And when I called, the FIRST QNS he asked was 'What's up?'!!


Like WTH!! It's okay he said that he haven't read my message because there was a friend with him now. Friend visiting him is beyond our control, so it's also okay that we didn't talk because of that. But what pissed me off right out is that first question to me! The way he said was like he DIDN'T know that I was going to call him at all and I need to have something ON in order for me to call him!!!


*Steaming* - *Sucking in air* - *Cooling down*


Hello, I'm scared that you are bored and lonely staying over at that place, so wanted to kill your boredom. But it seems like you are not that lonely or bored after all~


I know I should be kind and understanding since you're a patient at the moment, but what pissed me off has nothing to do with you being a patient.

While still was in my dreams early this morning, I heard three messages called out beside me. Too tired to check it so decided to continue my beauty sleep. (´~`)

Finally had the energy to open them, realized that today is the release of my exam results! And one of them is from NUS since I had asked for a push mail. Anxious yet excited, what alphabets will I see in the message?
\(>O<)/

I'M SO HAPPY! Couldn't believe my eyes, after all I just woke up you see. I got an A+ for my Japanese language! *YAY* O(≧∇≦)O At least now I can tell him about it. Was still planning not to tell him unless I got above B+. HEhE... I'll take it as a farewell gift then. Still I know it was only 2-mods semester for me, but I really studied hard for it! Is that what they call, hard efforts paid off? If I really had studied my 3 years this way, I guess I pretty much has no life left.

Side tracking, thanks Kim for checking in my flight that day! It was quite funny that you thought I'm still over there when you are the one who had checked in my flight for me!!! It's just another evidence of you being blur!!! THANKS ALOT anyway! Saved my 'life' that day.

Wonder how are you now? 八(^□^*)

Flight got delayed at HK airport due to weather issue. Tired. I got so tired of taking airplanes.. especially long hours ones..

Don't bear to leave but no choice, unless there is a reason for me to stay. LOL I guess not.

Well, seeing my friends' replies, I got a feeling I might have give out the wrong kind of message in my previous posts. Nothing bad happened between us! But something did happened to him. And it made him not able to send me off today. However, his dad is just so GREAT and NICE! O(≧∇≦)O

Initially I'm supposed to go to the airport alone but then somehow his family got his brother to send me; also for the sake of returning the house keys. However, it seemed like his dad wanted me to meet him before I take off so in the end, his dad took me to meet up with him EARLY in the morning (like SG 5.50am) before taking me to the airport!( ´∀`)

Now, back to the reality, job hunting is my priority; though I don't like it.

OH! I'm getting BACK RESULTS SOOOOOOON! ∑(O_O;)Shock!!


*Hope my charm will work on you!*

The day to leave here has finally arrived. 

Don't want to leave at all. Is there way that I can avoid that? Maybe not.

When will we meet again? No idea.

What else can I do now? I don't know.

What I know is that my life is different ever since that March.

Upon realization that my flight date is nearing, I have been cherishing the last few days.

All's well until I received that call this afternoon.

This time round, the parting won't be the same as before. 

I don't like it yet it's beyond our control. I want to see you before I board my plane. 

But my wish won't be granted this time huh.

Somehow, I feel abit at loss.

Confused, scared, lonely, and not forgetting worry of course. But I can't show it.

ねぇ、独りじゃ恐いんだ。

Are you feeling it too?

I truely pray for God to bless you. Hope you will be taken good care of when I'm not around you. You may not think it's that a big deal but small things are enough to worry me. I'm just a worrier. 

Whatever it is, don't forget I love you.

Welcome! ♥

All of us have unspoken words. I've chosen to write mine here. What about you?

The Wisher ♥

Hello, こんにちは!

I'm in my cruelty phase of life now. Working everyday makes me tired. HOWEVER, my life's gonna change soon!


I always believe in this: The stronger and harder you wish, the more likely it will be realized.
強く願いば、それは必ず叶う!

♥ Her Family & Friends
♥ Her Wild Stone
♥ Her Collection of Dolls
♥ Sleeping & Day-dreaming
♥ Anime & Japanese culture
♥ Manga & Novels
♥ Shinsengumi & Katanas (weird it sounds but it's true)

Wishes ♥

  • ◎ Driving Licence
  • ◎ Pink School Bag
  • ◎ Money for Studies!
  • ◎ Scholarship
  • ◎ Some Nice Clothes
  • ◎ JLPT1
  • ◎ A Job in Japan
  • ◎ Cordelia Byul doll
  • ◎ 北海道
  • ◎ Las Vegas
  • ◎ ********

Your Words ♥