♥ Unspoken Wish ♥

What a day today. Firstly had two interviews scheduled on one in the morning and one in the afternoon. In between because I had to have my lunch outside, being it wasting of time to go back home and out again, called my friends who are working around the area. Finally found one friend to lunch with, although her team came along as well. I will agree with her that her colleagues are friendly and very sociable. Good. But I don't think I can get to work there, not in the same team afterall I have applied for marketing role in her company - Citibank. No idea why but it seems alot of my friends are working in Citibank. And then met up with my Uni friends for dinner and had fun times for the night.

So first interview was actually good. Hmm.. I think the HR manager is very friendly and I feel like I click with her  better than my 'supposed' manager cause partly my manager looks fierce. Everything was okay except for the pay wise and the company. Company as in, I don't know it is a MNC or SME and the office is... not what I had expected. Alot of Caucasians as well, jeez I'm always stuck with working them. Their accents are really strong that I afraid I might not be able to catch it well/fast AND interacting with them is a headache, due to my experiencessss. But that's very minor as compared to pay wise. Ah! sidetrack, I saw one VERY CUTE Caucasian guy, don't know is British or Australian. And he was one of those that talked to me while I was waiting there. Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ Sorry Darling~ HEHE. Oh well.......... And I'm being offered for the position in the evening with a bit of rise..................... *sighs* Should I be happy? Perhaps I should work very hard since I can get a pay rise if my performance is good during pay reviews. HAHA... That will be my motivation. LOL.

Second interview. Don't even bother mentioning it. Although it says itself is the largest in Asia, but so many comments and reviews have actually tarnished its reputation saying that they didnt pay their employees for 2 months and some other stuff.. That was the first impression implanted into my mind. To think I was still very excited about this job initally. Even worse, when went to the interview, I was asked to go down to the cafe to wait for another 30mins and when I went up again, another 5 mins they said but in fact was 15mins! I waited a total of 45 mins for a 10 mins interview! Not that I want to complain but, it adds on to its bad image in my mind. Oh well. 

I suddenly don't feel like working. Insecure. Should I start my career path soon or should I wait? Risk and gamble - two main factors now.