♥ Unspoken Wish ♥

The day is finally coming. 

I could trust my intuition perfectly.

Although people told me that I could make it or have high chances, I've had always this bad feeling about my ***. Strongly denying this feeling of mine and wanting to believe others', I'd prayed hard for success. 

Waiting for so long and finally gotten a mail this morning... When I saw it in my inbox, I knew what it would say. That's because, successful *** would have gotten a call directly instead of a mail. Reluctantly, I opened the mail and read the content.  It was what I'd expected. 

So advice me on what I should do now. My wish can't be granted. Do I have other routes when this one has broken? No, as of now. In fact, I'm at a loss now. It gets even stronger when I know he's starting work in April. What would be my fate and our destiny?

Furthermore, my friend and I came to a topic on citizenship. What I have found out makes me reconsider the whole situation. That's one thing I have never thought of at the beginning. 

On the other hand, maybe I should not bother so much about these issues at all. Because, I dont know what exactly he is thinking and feeling. Why do I have to do/sacrifice so much when I dont see him doing anything about closing the distance (that's my point of view though)?

Asking about my feeling right now? Think of all the negative emotions you can. Haha.

Last note, intuition - would go to such a length to prove it's right. Noted.

Finally, all of us counted down to the new year...

and here it is.. Year 2011.

HAPPY 2011 to EVERYONE!!! May it be a good year, (especially for me)!

明けましておめでとうございます！

Alot of people had asked me about my plans of counting down. Nope, I had no plans in counting down; didnt want to squeeze with people outside. Just when I thought that I would be counting down with my family at home, my phone rang. Wahahhahahha. First call was around 11:50pm but had to hang up 5 mins later due to bringing his dog back home. Second call was around 11:58pm. HEHE (so coincidentally) Just in time for the counting down (unplanned of course). Hence, theoretically I had counted down to the new year (Singapore timezone) with him~ Hehe

This year is an important one for me - It concerns my future. Hehe... I hope it will really work out for me but I haven't been preparing for it. Thing is, I don't know how to or what to prepare. Been telling myself that I MUST get it no matter what. Thus, put alot of pressure on myself, however become more troubled about being so stress. Someone please advice me!

I am really grateful for all my friends who have helped me up till now. I'm so glad to be able to meet them; though some have tested my patience. =P But overall they are still nice people to know! Hope our friendship continues for years to come.

Being with him in this current situation can be tiring and lonely at times... Always envy couples when walking down the streets. However ne..., it still brings happiness and sparks to my life~! Hahaha.. Have never regretted my choice. If given a chance to choose again, it would still be the same. =) Hope something good comes out of it in the end! 好きだ！o(^^o)(o^^)o わくわく

I don't feel like commenting on my work. Too much problems and troubles. 

Anyway, Happy New Year; Happy 2011!

By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY! ♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪