I could trust my intuition perfectly.
Although people told me that I could make it or have high chances, I've had always this bad feeling about my ***. Strongly denying this feeling of mine and wanting to believe others', I'd prayed hard for success.
Waiting for so long and finally gotten a mail this morning... When I saw it in my inbox, I knew what it would say. That's because, successful *** would have gotten a call directly instead of a mail. Reluctantly, I opened the mail and read the content. It was what I'd expected.
So advice me on what I should do now. My wish can't be granted. Do I have other routes when this one has broken? No, as of now. In fact, I'm at a loss now. It gets even stronger when I know he's starting work in April. What would be my fate and our destiny?
Furthermore, my friend and I came to a topic on citizenship. What I have found out makes me reconsider the whole situation. That's one thing I have never thought of at the beginning.
On the other hand, maybe I should not bother so much about these issues at all. Because, I dont know what exactly he is thinking and feeling. Why do I have to do/sacrifice so much when I dont see him doing anything about closing the distance (that's my point of view though)?
Asking about my feeling right now? Think of all the negative emotions you can. Haha.
Last note, intuition - would go to such a length to prove it's right. Noted.
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1 comments:
So sorry we couldn't have a proper chat that day at the steamboat. Hopefully we can have one soon. Don't be dishearten by the outcome. Like what Kim said, there are bound to be other alternatives which you can try. Maybe we can all help you brainstorm? =) Here's a quote I found online. Hope it makes you feel better! <3
"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm."
--Winston Churchill
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