♥ Unspoken Wish ♥

*Note: A long post*

Time passed really very fast. Half of Year 2012 had already gone by. 

And this is exactly how long I've been suffering with regards to my health. First is my skin infection that has been daunting me since the start of the year. I'm currently still under going treatment; hopefully it will recover before December. (No, it MUST recover by all means.) I've already thrown thousands of money to treat it.  ( T o T )

I wish for a miracle.

Second is my gastric/stomach issue. Ever since I came back from India in April for a business trip - the place where I had food poisoning during my five-day stay, I had issues with my digestive system and/or gastric. Nausea, dizzy spell, loss of appetite and sudden feeling of uneasiness were like common matters in my life. Should I be happy that I had lost 3kg due to that? As a matter of fact, no, I totally couldn't function like a normal person. Seen many doctors and eventually consulted a specialist. After the first check-up, he told me to go for endoscopy (considered as day surgery) to check for infection/parasites. Didn't expect myself to go for a surgery as it meant a thousand over dollars need; hopefully I can claim some back from the company. (T.T) Well, at least now I'm feeling better, recovering since I'm on medication to build my gastric functions.

So what exactly happened to me? Doctor said there is no infection inside. He concluded that this is due to the food poisoning incident in India and the constant high stress level I'm getting... 
My current job gives me many different kinds of exposure. I must admit that I've learnt alot from here. However, it is highly stressful as well. I will also like to clarify that being able to go on business trips frequently is not exactly a good thing. Especially if you are going to SEA region + India + Sri Lanka... (Because everyone seems to envy me for this point) You will get sick of travelling somehow...

I'm not sure if I will continue this job (I'll at least stay till this year end!). I feel like studying the language in Japan; afterall it's the best environment to master my language. But... where do I find THOSE kind of money to study there!? It costs a GRENADE just for a year! =.=

Apart from the bad health and stressful decisions to make, I'm so grateful to know that I've many true friends! One true friend - is good; many - is a miracle and bonus! I'm really glad to have them as my friends and helping me without asking for any returns. That's what true friends are for! Thank you for being my friend. ^o^